I was definitely one of those people Jim is referring to when I began practicing massage 34 years ago. I put off going to formal massage school as long as possible because I was afraid adding structure to my massage work would dampen the magic that unfolded when I allowed my intuition to guide me exclusively. Not having a plan, nor any idea what I was doing, seemed to be a crucial element in the profound and surprising healing work I found happening under my hands.
However after each session I couldn't explain what I had done, or know if I could do it again. I went into each massage hoping that the magic would show up. Though it usually did, the entire experience had an intensity and unpredictability that wasn't sustainable or trustworthy.
When I finally went to massage school and began to learn specific repeatable strokes and the names and location of the muscles I was working , the magical quality of my work did diminish for a few months while my attention was focused on the process of trying to learn and memorize a variety of techniques that weren't necessarily comfortable for me.
However when class ended and I went back to employing my intuition combined with my new found technical skill, I found that my ability to intuit what was needed for my clients had increased exponentially, buffeted by the knowledge, wisdom and confidence that they bring.
30 years later I have completed over 2000 hours of formal training in dozens of massage modalities. With each technique I study, my intuition becomes freer and more versatile, allowing me to move deeper into the mystery of how to serve whatever is unfolding for my client in the moment with a palpable and skillful sense of mastery, confidence and a extensive repertoire of tools.
In teaching massage, when I encounter an intuitively gifted student who has concern about losing their gift in the course of their training, I ask them to trust me and leave behind their improvisational way of working for 2 months and surrender to the structure of learning specific techniques, even if is feels as though their work is not as effective and profound as it was when they were working intuitively. They inevitably discover this marriage Jim speaks of; the synergistic blending of technique and intuition, skill and spontaneity, mastery and exploration; each enhancing and enriching the other, providing the multidimensional balance that is the signature of excellence and maturity in a massage therapist.